Tonight

Tonight I tried to forget, just for a lil bit, everything that has been goin on recently.... Tonight I tried to disconnect.... I went on a date with someone who drove quite some time to spend with me, tonight we shared a movie, we shared a meal, we shared my town, we shared some laughs, we shared some alone time on the bed, but no intimacy.... I was still so consumed with the games that are bein played on me, that I didn't let my guard enough to let someone, not even a little bit. I've never been so rattled, and it is very uncharacteristic of me, but i think its because......nothing has ever been this important to me.....Tonight I realize that time is gonna help me, and when I do reach a point where I'm not thinkin about this n that....I find myself thinking about someone I've never met....Tonight